First steps....for the sixth time...

Hello everyone, my name is Hailey and this blog will probably end up a boring diary of my life as a nanny and my struggle not to eat chocolate. But, even if no one reads this it will still help me, right? I am currently living near Westlock--a dinky little town about an hour away from Edmonton. I am working as a live-in Nanny here and during the day I look after two girls Katie(4) and Jillian(18 months). At about five-thirty pm, Dani my boss and the girls' mother comes home and brings with her Mackenzie(8) and Georgia(6) who are at school all day (obviously). My days are pretty boring, but I promise to include any details that I have found amusing during the day. For instance the fact that when I was changing Jill's diaper yesterday the phone rang, so I had to run across the house with a naked baby on my hip. I set her down for just a second only to later discover she went pee all over the floor. I will also-hopefully be blogging about my next and hopefully last attempt at weight loss. For over ten years I have been overweight. I was the fat kid in elementary and then the chubby girl in high school. Blah blah blah, I'll tell you more about that sob story later. The point I'm trying to make is that I have never seen my adult body healthy. I don't know how I will look after this journey of losing ends. Will things look the way I have always hoped? Will my skin be stretchy? Will I be able to get a belly button ring without my stomach swallowing it? And most importantly, will I still look like me? That's all for now, blog you later!